Now that I got last weeks post out of the way I need to do some venting. I've always got too much to say and not enough attention span to explain. So here goes...
- I've got no time to myself like blogging and I'm loosing precious sleep writing this. I have a standard job with commute. I go to school 4 nights a week. I volunteer monthly for the community and the most important thing is I do my best to spend quality time with my wife.
- I need to get over the fact my wife does not care to spend time with me outside the house while I'm dressed enfem. In my narrow perfect world everyone should love hanging out with amazon women like myself, but that's not her thing. She's never been interested in that lifestyle. I have to get through my head that couples can love each other and not be into the same shit. What is important is that She loves me, respects me and supports my decisions. The same thing goes for me to her. She does all that for her hobbies I barely show an interest for. I have to accept I can't share everything that's important to me. I guess this is like sports for some guys. We can't connect to everyone.
- I had to cut my nails because they were becoming obvious to coworkers and I've got too much house repair shit to fix before Winter hits hard.
- I really don't think I have enough clothes in both my wardrobes. I wish I could combine the two, but that goes back to my themes. I need to try every out fit I own and sketch what pieces I need to make awesome. I love fashion and I want to contribute my art, but I really feel I have a long road ahead of me to truly become the inspirations I admire the most.
- I need to loose weight because I don't want to keep trying to find XXL tops. I've already got enough problems locating shoes in a size 13. I can easily shave off a couple pounds to fit a dress versus the drastic surgery done to accommodate my tacky taste in footwear.
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