Normalcy in my making

Besides focusing on my main distraction in life I will say I have other passions that I enjoy. Most of the time they're put on hold due to my incessant college requirements. Well this past weekend I had free to enjoy some good times with the wife and friends. Friday started out slow. I played house keeper and no I don't have a french maid outfit...yet. Ha! I did however enjoy picking up the slack in chores. I feel guilty when she takes on more house duties and I'm left shilling paper after paper. Anywho. We ended up watching the movie Penelope staring Christina Ricci and James McAvoy. Good date night movie.

On Saturday I spent my free time messing with my garage. Too much crap that I need to sort out. Also, note to self. Do stuff in the garage during Spring and Fall. It's too freaking hot and humid. Later that night we went to St Louis to meet up with some friends and dance to 3am at new 80s/Britpop venue. I must have danced my freaking head off that night because the next morning my feet were killing me. Chuck All Stars do not take the best impact for my rug cutting skills.
Sunday I recovered by continueing my Fringe series on Hulu.com and slapping an ice pack. Knowing we had to be somewhere at 5 we ended going to the grociery store. Funny thing lately is I really have no idea what I want to eat these days. At home at least. This little habit isn't helping the bank balance.
To end this long weekend we met up with more friends at Grant's Trail 16 miles total ride. Always good to get back on the road bike. I really enjoy doing things like this.

Bitch Session

Now that I got last weeks post out of the way I need to do some venting. I've always got too much to say and not enough attention span to explain. So here goes...

• I've got no time to myself like blogging and I'm loosing precious sleep writing this. I have a standard job with commute. I go to school 4 nights a week. I volunteer monthly for the community and the most important thing is I do my best to spend quality time with my wife.
• I need to get over the fact my wife does not care to spend time with me outside the house while I'm dressed enfem. In my narrow perfect world everyone should love hanging out with amazon women like myself, but that's not her thing. She's never been interested in that lifestyle. I have to get through my head that couples can love each other and not be into the same shit. What is important is that She loves me, respects me and supports my decisions. The same thing goes for me to her. She does all that for her hobbies I barely show an interest for. I have to accept I can't share everything that's important to me. I guess this is like sports for some guys. We can't connect to everyone.
  
• I had to cut my nails because they were becoming obvious to coworkers and I've got too much house repair shit to fix before Winter hits hard.
  
• I really don't think I have enough clothes in both my wardrobes. I wish I could combine the two, but that goes back to my themes. I need to try every out fit I own and sketch what pieces I need to make awesome. I love fashion and I want to contribute my art, but I really feel I have a long road ahead of me to truly become the inspirations I admire the most.
• I need to loose weight because I don't want to keep trying to find XXL tops. I've already got enough problems locating shoes in a size 13. I can easily shave off a couple pounds to fit a dress versus the drastic surgery done to accommodate my tacky taste in footwear.
  

That's it for now.
Thanks